It's totally unusual to feel happy when you quit or lose your job feeling useless, bored and unproductive , no income , are totally normal feelings but feeling happy is a bit weird but actually i had all those feelings + feeling Happy :D Yes " HAPPY " .. and here is why!
Let me take you to a short flashback
then i took the step i resigned for me it wasn't an easy decision i knew very well the consequences i will be bored for 3 years i didn't stay at home at all , no salary but it was a must for me to take this step after one month or less i applied for a new job it was the total opposite experience but i was more patient i worked for 6 months and then it was a total chaos in every aspect staying at home in that case was much better for me ..
From that time it's eight months now i am staying at home jobless but i started to be more in touch with what i love and what i need , my hobbies , i started my German course and finished 9 levels in one year i met my friends and family and got back my social life i started to think about what i want , what's my aim , what are my dreams and how to make it true and to achieve my goals , i started to do Yoga for the first time in my life and i found out i couldn't do all those things because i hadn't no time even to think i was like a machine , i eat , i drink , i sleep , i work but is that the purpose of my life ? is that what i gain from working ?
I was always thinking that i am aimless and i have no plans for my future it wasn't a mistake but it was a mindset , now i have, now i am working to achieve my goals i turned my dreams into plans i took steps and losing my job now is nothing for me, but the step itself was everything :)
love it! great job sweetie :)
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